Addicted To Love

I once loved a man
Too much it seemed
Because, even though
I tried a thousand times
To forget him,
He was never gone
For very long, before
I would remember
That I missed him

And even when I
Left him once
For a thousand days
It never stopped me
From wanting him
Only left me feeling
More alone
Emptier and devoid
For a thousand days
Of the sweetest emotions
I had ever known
So that never fixed
My missing him

And now, though
It will break my heart
A thousand times
I will still go back
A thousand times
For more, because
I am helpless
In my missing him
And he is my addiction